Writing Prompt: Our days our organized around numerous small actions we repeat over and over. What’s your favorite daily ritual?
Everything in my life except for doctors appointments are based on how I feel that day. On a day like today, where I have very few spoons, I woke up exhausted, and I stayed in bed all day long. I did get up this morning to feed my cat, and shift her cat liter and take it to the trash…. that seemed like it took whatever reserve energy I had. And it’s frustrating because it was a relatively nice day out (for a Chicago winter day) and I would have liked to have gone out and walked… but the idea of even walking the way I feel would more than likely end up with my calling my brother to help me home.
Now every night before I go to bed I have a “schedule of the things that I want to do… for example when I went to bed last night… I had my meals all planned, I was gonna go workout… come home, do some journaling, maybe catch up on some Dramas on Hulu… get ready for my procedure tomorrow.. I good solid plan, that would have kept me busy all day…. so far I’ve done…. the journaling…. I haven’t eaten anything except for a ton of water (no appetite), I need to get myself together for my procedure tomorrow and hope that I’ll be able to function afterwards…
So the plan is to go to bed early tonight, I have a new plan…hopefully I’ll have enough spoons to get through.
- Feed The cat
- Clean the Liter Box
- Go to the Doctor/Procedure
- Lunch
- Regional Science Fair to Support my cousin
- Pick up Mom from work
- Family Dinner
- Write of Tomorrow’s Blog Post
- Sleep
Then of course there is the backup plan if things are really bad
- Feed The cat
- Clean the Liter Box
- Go to the Doctor/Procedure
- Go home and Sleep
I swear it seems like every single day is an adventure (one that I honestly don’t want to take) …. I wish I had a typical day … it would make my life so much easier. But everyday I decide to have a full day… and somedays I have them,I accomplish everything on my list, I go outside, get dressed, and am social with other people….I look forward to those days….
Until Next Time,