Longing

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Writing Prompt: Write a new post in response to today’s one-word prompt.(Longing)

 

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More than anything I long for the days when the biggest decision I had to make was what I was going to wear to school that day, when the hardest obstacle in my life was a question on a test. I guess it’s true what they say that you don’t appreciate your youth until it’s gone….More than anything I miss having that naivety. I miss not having the pressure of always being on, being a responsible adult who pays their bills on time, someone who often has to think of other before they thing of them selves…. a person who thought that Saturday morning cartoons was the MUST EVENT for the week.

I learned really quickly that being an adult is hard, more often than not I have to do things I don’t want to, and the things I WANT to do often get put on the back burner. Adulthood is nothing like they made it seem on television. I don’t know anyone how lives like they do on Sex and the City, most people I know are living paycheck to paycheck…..most people are having a hard time, just like I am.

I long for those simple times….

Until Next Time,

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All Grown Up

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Writing Prompt:  When was the first time you really felt like a grown up (if ever)?

I think the first time that I ever felt like a real adult was when I turned 30 years old, I think it was a culmination of a lot of things coming together, finally leaving my 20’s which wasn’t as great as people make it out to be, I was in a good place health wise and I was living on my own, in a place far from the rest of my family… more than anything else I think it was the very first time when the only person I had to rely on was myself.

Taking an honest look back at my life I think one of the reasons why 30 was the “it moment: was because at 19 I was diagnosed with my autoimmune liver disease, so a lot of those “adult rites of passage” I was never able to do. Because either I was to sick or it was strictly forbidden (21st birthday I didn’t have my first legal taste of alcohol…hell I had just had a transplant…huge no! no!), so in a lot of way my adulthood was stunted by things I really had not control over. The thing is it took a long time to feel like an adult, and even know 9 years later I can say that I’m not sure if I feel like that same adult I did when I turned 30, lots of things have changed, I’ve moved closer to my family, my health is a lot worst than it used to be, and I rely more on my family, and I can’t say at this point I fell less of an adult than I did at 30… just a little bit more stunted.

Until Next Time

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