Remember This When At Your Lowest

Positive Outlooks

This is an important lesson to remember when you’re having a bad day, a bad month, or a bad year: things will change. You won’t feel this way forever. And sometimes the hardest lessons to learn are the ones your soul needs most. I believe you can’t feel real joy unless you’ve felt a real heartache. You can’t have a sense of victory unless you know what it means to fail. You can’t know what it’s like to feel holy until you’ve seen evil. And you can’t be birthed again until you’ve hit rock bottom. — unknown

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No Thanks


No, Thanks: Is there a place in the world you never want to visit? Where, and why not?

I always say that I never want to be hospitalized again, super duper ironic since I’m writing this on my phone in the Transplant ICU unit…ugh.

Let’s be honest, no one likes to be in the hospital,  and you’re only there if you need to… but I would like to be at the be at the point where hospitalizations, is a suggestion and not a life or death situation.  But those who know me tend to understand me and my flair for the dramatic.


Last Tuesday I had a stitch granuloma and debridement . In the grand scheme of  things is was minor 15 minute procedure and want home a few hours later, what I didn’t b expect  was top wake up Thursday morning soaked in blood and rushed to my local ER.


After 8 units (so far) of blood and blood products) and another surgery In glad and pissed that I’m here.  The goal was b top be hospital  free in 2015. That goal was completely shot out  the  water….. how about this be the last hospitalization of the year … that I can do.


Until Next Time

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Music Monday: Ringa Linga

This Music Monday is a  tad different,  not only am I no where near my computer or iPod, I’m in the hospital (ICU) recovering from surgery due  to a bleeding complication from a minor surgery I had on Tuesday, so formatting will be minimal (I’m posting from my  phone)…So let’s get it in shall we?

I’m picking this song because it’s totally making me feel better (plus it’s my ringtone… and I’ve decided name new carry after him [not that I’m obsessed, but b his stage name goes well with my cats Tsuki (moon)… so this week’s not  so radom pick for Music Monday is Taeyang ‘ s Ringa Linga.

This song gets me up and dancing every single time.  Yet the video confuses the hell of of me. Does Ji Young need to be in the video?  Not as far as I can see..  You wanna show someone some love give Dae Sung some love ( he’s like a smiling mushroom). Plus I love that members of IKON and Winner (Lee Sueng Hoon) can dance his butt off) are in it.

So I got into Taeyang when his first mini album came out. I knew he was in a larger group,  but at the time I didn’t have to time or hard drive space to delve further into Big Bang…. no worries I eventually for there.

Music Video
Dance Video

I liked his music so much (arms despite the cute face, muscles, shy smile and dancing and his strange and unpredictable hair) I was able to over look the fact that he tiny…. like seriously pocket sized tiny….


Overall I think this is a good party song … you need to be hyped up?  This is the song for you.

Until Next Time….

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